One two



Did not read or study a single thing today,not at all totally. This feeling
is nice, really. Even though I spent my afternoon just by sitting on sofa, I
won't treat it as wasting time.


But well,of course got to start studying tomorrow.
Soon, very soon ok. Exams will be over and I'll relax relax and relax.
But I swear I won't neglect my books. I'll still study, but not that often.
I don't want the same old thing to happen for SA2.


I have the ugliest handwriting among all woman. Swear
I hate my handwriting totally. But never thought of improving it.
Lol. My handwriting changes as my mood changes. Serious. Just realised it
today only. Anyway, I'm so gonna fail physics.


I'm tired. I wanna sleep but I'm lazy.


Changes

flirt with any guy i see
change of heart
can't care less whether I've got friends
don't mind being misunderstood
don't mind being hated by anyone
learning how to reject and say no
not afraid of standing in a crowd alone
not afraid of doing things alone
being more thick-skinned
being more hard-hearted
going anywhere as and when i like
stop being a good person
start being someone no one wants to befriend with
choosing different people to go out with everyday
saying bye and hi anytime i feel like it


Everytime I see the scar on my leg,I'd started blaming myself.
I'll hate myself for being so stupid, I'll ask myself why I was so stupid then,
why couldn't I be more firm and just say No.
I'm not affected by the physical appearance. If I've gotten this scar
by doing something I'll never regret, it's definitely worth it, I wouldn't
mind getting more scars too. But it's something, that is really worth laughing at.
It might be a very small matter to others, but it's a really big thing for me.




This is definitely not the life I want.