The reason behind whatever.




You see, I'm still gonna continue with life NO MATTER WHAT. I swear, I'm not gonna let these friendship stuffs affect me. It's not gonna bring me down, it's not working. I am weak, no, I used to be weak, but right now, I am gonna be strong. I'm not going to cry anymore, no more breaking down. Do whatever you want to me, and I don't need you as my friend. Maybe without you, I'll be happier. Thanks for betraying me, and I'll treat this as a lesson. Now I know that I'm not good at seeing who's good, and who's bad. Thanks for helping me discover my weakness. Trust me, you'll never see my tears anymore. I, swear.




Right. Enough of these nonsense. Finally I was able to wake up early this morning. Went out to meet Brenna around 2.30 > Trained to Simei > Repair her phone > Buy assessment books > Buy/rent storybooks > Tuition > Home.



1. Finished the whole of X FAMILY. Can't bear to part with this drama! Damn nice. Glad I didnt cry during the last episode. Normally, people cry at the last episode, but for me, I'll cry at like every single episode except the last one. I am so the very special. :D

2. L4D is installed on my computer! Nice or what. It's not even scary at all lor! Lol ok... No one said it was scary. Well oh well. I'm just attracting attention ok?

3. I ate mac againnnnn. See, I'm trying hard to gain weight. GAH SO FAKE. Gaining weight would be the last thing I'll do. Oh no wait. Seeing ghosts would be the LAST thing. :D

4. I'm not afraid of school tomorrow. I'll take anything that falls on me, because I am not vulnerable. I'm prepared, for anything. Yes I am.



Time for a change. Really. A thorough change.
I dont act, I am who you see. Just that sometimes, I pretend.