Living with choices.

ting.loves@hotmail.com (WEITING) — Sun, 21 Jun 2009 12:39:00 +0000

muahaha.tumblr.com

Er... Muahaha? ;)

ting.loves@hotmail.com (WEITING) — Sat, 20 Jun 2009 12:33:00 +0000

I will change link! I will not use blogger! Wait and see! :@

ting.loves@hotmail.com (WEITING) — Tue, 16 Jun 2009 13:50:00 +0000

Unreal.

Nothing but pictures ;D

My favourite picture :)

Er.... Act cute I know.

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ting.loves@hotmail.com (WEITING) — Sun, 14 Jun 2009 16:31:00 +0000

Just a lie

Chose some questions from Jingheng's blog's quiz. Hahahaha.

3. How was your night last night?
- Bloody hilarious night!!

10.Does it take a lot to make you cry ?
- No. Bloody easy! ;P

14.Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to ?
- Foxel yooooooooo. Mee fen ohhhhh :O

18.Is your life anything like it was a year ago?
- Bloody no. Lolzzzz

21.Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't wish to lose?
- Wow wow. Hell yeah

22.Who are you fav. people to talk to when you're down?
- Foxel yooooooo LOL

24.Are you a patient person?
- Sometimes....

28.Would you go out in public looking like you do right now?
- Woooo hell NO

34.What's the last thing you searched on google?
- Chemical formula for silicon :O

Wahhhhh I wanna sleep but I'm wide awake.

ting.loves@hotmail.com (WEITING) — Sun, 14 Jun 2009 14:45:00 +0000

Till the end, not.

Mum, dad and bro eating durians now. Count me out tq! Don't wanna smell like durian tmr! Muahahaha. I love my mum seriously. Lolz.

I'm so sad! Not really. Because, even though I had the chance to stock up my fridge with chocolates ytd, I didnt do so. Because I'm starting to hate chocolates. Hellll, I need to love chocolates even though they make me fat!

I'm so anti junk food right now. Gosh, bad bad.

-eating MANGO PUDDING now-
yummy. Oh btw, I had a bloody full dinner just now.
Damn bloated! Felt like vomiting. Too delicious I guess! ;D

Taken on the way back to tampines. Noob phone muahahaha. Not mine, brenna's :P

Lousy quality picture I received from a friend I made in the chinese camp. Muahaha, just kidding. Funny people! ;)

I've yet to bath! All sweaty and stinky now. Boooo. I'm damn lazy to get my butts off the chair and take a shower. But I seriously wanna bath right now. I stink seriously!

I need to get my study bug(ok if there's such a term!!!!) back! Omg, can't continue slacking. Slacking slacky slacker slack! Noooooo I needa study. I need to get straight A's, even though it's impossible! I have goals, and I need to do my best to achieve! Ok, rubbish here.

P.S Brenna, I love you. MUAHAHAHAHA BETTY :P:P:P:P

ting.loves@hotmail.com (WEITING) — Sat, 13 Jun 2009 17:16:00 +0000

Night.

I'm talking to 牛郎's group leader and Dean on msn now and I can't stop laughing! Like seriouslyyyyy omfg. I just kept laughing and laughing at every sentence the leader said. And not forgetting hitting the table! God damn cute lah. My new friend ok?! Hahahah!

Must be wondering how come I know 牛郎's group leader. Because I saw him during the camp and thought he's damn cute! So I told Dean he's cool and he added us to a conversation. Wahahah! Like my dream come true. Lol! Muahahaha.

ting.loves@hotmail.com (WEITING) — Sat, 13 Jun 2009 14:23:00 +0000

Ask me if I regret going to the chinese cultural camp. I would still say yes. Why because I saw many things I really do not want to see. And the images still bloody linger(uh wait I don't know if this is the right word but ok.. I dont really care) in my mind.

Plus, it really isn't fun without people I'm close with in my group. It's easy for others to socialise with strangers and make new friends but not for me. I mean, unless I meet very friendly people who would joke with me instead of me joking with them. Ok whatever, it's over it's over. It's still fun afterall.

I missed my mum, and Brenna too :P
Also miss sleeping in my comfortable + huge bed.

Anyway. Went out with my mother on friday. Spent $50 on some dvds I wouldn't have the time to watch. Lolz. We had dinner at Swensens which is so romantic. Just the two of us!

Had tuition today and it was a very pleasant lesson. At night, went to eat dinner with my mum and bro, then to ntuc which we spent $100+ there. Wahaha, everything's so perfect today.

Errrr. I'm lazy to rearrange the photos.

Something from Jingheng's blog again. Hahaha.

1. My ex is still: Still... Er. Attached? Lols.
2. I am listening to: Nothing.
3. Maybe I should: Die :O
4. I love: myself.
5. I don’t understand: Why.
6. I lost: Something.
7. People say: nothing.
8. The meaning of my screen name is: Waiting. lol
9. Love is: funny. hilarious. but awesome.
10. Somewhere, someone is: crying.
11. I will always: by who I want to be.
12. Forever seems: impossible
13. I will never ever want to: see ghost.
14. My cellphone: I wish I dont have one.
15. When I wake up in the morning: I hope it would be a good day ahead.
16. I get annoyed when: people treat me badly. OH WELL
17. Parties are: what I've never attended
18. My pet(s) is(are):
19. Kisses are the best when: it's with your lover? Lol
20. Today: I went for tuition.
21. Tomorrow I: will go for more tuition
22. I really want: something.
23.I really want to ask: why this question number.

ting.loves@hotmail.com (WEITING) — Mon, 08 Jun 2009 09:34:00 +0000

You said move on, but where do I go?

I'll be away for 3 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gonna miss xiao bolster and my super comfortable blanket + bed~
And of course my familyyyy and this house awwww

One thing on my mind - How do I pack my bag T_____T

From Jingheng's blog ;D

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now.

1. Cherish everything you have before you lose them~
2. I wonder who do you like now :p
3. Give me my freedom plzzzz
4. I'll be the best tutor for you HAHAHAHA
5. Thanks for the encouragement everytime!
6. Sorry but I still love you
7. You know, it's just words out of anger
8. I'm so envious of your life~
9. You're such a copycat woo
10. Your english is lousy and you act like a princess

NINE things about yourself.

1. I do not like to make new friends
2. I love money because money makes the world go round
3. I am not skinny :(
4. I am trying to be optimistic
5. I am kinda tall lol
6. My hair is fabulous lol lol
7. I have a lousy complexion boo~
8. I am very shy trust me
9. I am gullible I think so?

EIGHT things you look for in a boyfriend/Girlfriend.

1. Height and figure lol lol
2. Know how to cook or not
3. Looks especially eyes and hair~
4. Character duh
5. Caring or not
6. Sweet or not
7. Love me or not
8.

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot.

1. Friends + Family + Love = 1 thing
2. Should I eat? lol
3. Why am I so fat -_____-
4. Can I don't bath today? lol
5. Erm l4d lol lol lol
6. what should i do now~
7. Ghosts lols

SIX things you do before you fall asleep.

1. URINE! It's a must lol
2. On music~
3. Set alarm~
4. Kiss my bolster lol
5. Tell myself to sleep lol
6. Fall asleep lah!!

FIVE people who mean a lot at the moment.

1. Family
2. Everyone I think is impt to me lol
3. Erm my softoys.
4. Myself
5.

FOUR things you really enjoy doing.

1. Sleeping
2. Watching tv
3. Losing weight lol lol
4. Laughing

THREE things you absolutely hate:

1. Ghost and Insects _l_
2. Crying *ahem*/ being sad
3. Er..... losing things/people

TWO places you want to visit.

1. London omg hongkong OMG
2. new zealand/malaysia/taiwan/japan

ONE thing you are afraid of.
2 can? lol

1. Dying
2. GHOST

ting.loves@hotmail.com (WEITING) — Sun, 07 Jun 2009 13:19:00 +0000

Life to death

14
H1N1
CASE
WOOO

Ermmmmmmmm ok hi. My blog is back, right. Have been feeling a hell lot better, compared to thursday and friday. All thanks to my dearest friend, you know who you are. If it weren't for this friend, I would still be in my super depressed state. I love you so much! (as a friend XD). Thanks a lot, really!!! :D

张清芳 is the sexxxxxxx. Her songs are old, she is old. Lol. But her voice like damn fuckinggggg nice. Just heard her singing on tv. Lol! Gahhhhh nice nice nice can. Ok lah, don't think young people will like her though~ Hahahah k not funny.

Spent my weekend going tuition and watching drama. Wah swear watching drama(s) kill time. If not sleep. That's even better. Rather than stoning and doing nothing. I'll only end up thinking about unnecessary stuffs. Gahhh. Z crap. My appetite is still not back to normal yet. When is it coming back to me T______T
I NEED TO EAT ONE YOU KNOW?

Maths remedial tmr woo
the time even more wooooooo (9 am T.T)
chinese camp on tuesday woooo even more wooo

I'll miss my dearest mahtherrrrrrr :(

ting.loves@hotmail.com (WEITING) — Tue, 02 Jun 2009 09:11:00 +0000

love

Causeway point is boring shit. Spend my tuesday morning taking a one hour ride to woodlands, walk around, have lunch and another one hour ride back to tampines. Ate cake for 'tea break' read touching stories and happily sobbing away. All alone at home. Not doing what I should be doing, but doing what I want to do. Blasting music, searching for handsome guys on the net(kidding).

That's what life should be. No?

Anyway. Yesterday's night, perfect. Perfect ambience, perfect food, perfect food, perfect time. Having fun talking about the places our family used to go, the things we used to do together, talking about life, studies, love, money, past. Still love the way life used to be. When I was still a young girl, life is all about playing, enjoying, and having fun.

Well. The fact that I'm already 15 will not change.
The fact that my parents are aging, fact that life is not a bed of roses, that life is all about overcoming obstacles and being stronger by the end of the day, that life is all about everchanging emotions, everchanging friendships, but not everlasting love will not change.

-

ting.loves@hotmail.com (WEITING) — Mon, 01 Jun 2009 09:33:00 +0000

Find love, and leave

Yesterday was my Mum's birthday so HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM (i love you!)

Lol no. I mean, SO I headed over to Swensens to buy her cake with Irene. And.... :P It was a big whole in my pocket. But... Worth it for my dearest mother xD. Bought all my things and went home. She stayed till 10+ until my father comes home to cut the cake. -Next time be earlier THANKS-

Hate taking pictures at night. Flash/without flash the same ugly thing. Well. We could have cut the cake in the afternoon you know. But. :D:D:D:D:D:D

-.-

enjoyed myself ytd though. Forgetting the fact that I skipped tuition. Now I have no idea how to balance equations. Booooo~~~~

went to play l4d with Xiaopang and Jingheng today.
Saw quite a lot of people there. Good thing or bad thing?

Parted with them around 5 and went home.
Now... Mum wants me to clear all the clothings on my bed. Gahhh lazy lazy. My eyes are hurting because of the contact lens. I so want to sleep now but will be going out for big feast later. To celebrate mum's birthday~

ting.loves@hotmail.com (WEITING) — Thu, 28 May 2009 14:03:00 +0000

My mum just told me our family doctor "discovered" the first H1N1 case in Singapore. Cool. Anyway. It was just one H1N1 case in Singapore yesterday, but today, there were 3 more. So... Does that means Singapore is in danger, that anyone in Singapore, your closed ones or even those you do not know, have a higher possibility of contracting this disease? More and more incurable disease going around in the world. The world is coming to an end~

Back to today. Was suppose to morning call Jingheng at 7, and Irene at 7.30 but I overslept because I accidentally turned off the alarm. So all 3 of us overslept. Lol. Went to tmart mac to do our elearning together. But.... I thought the elearning thing is shit so didnt really finish everything, and we started taking pictures with Jingheng's webcam. Too bad I cant post it here, but we laughed too hard till we were warned. Wait not we. Only the two of them :P

From Jingheng's blog, "Left Mac at 1 and went over to Kopitiam for fun joy laughter peace and food. We didn't feel like returning home. So we decided to go over to the beach!!! RANDOM MUCH?!?!?!?"

Jingheng went home to put down his stupid laptop while I went home with Irene. Met again on bus 17 and we headed to the beachhhhh. My camera died halfway so we had to use our phone's camera. How sad.

Took more pictures and left the place to eat our dinner at JustAcia. Lol cool place. Irene dropped her glass mug there and the workers had to clear the mess. Noob :p

Took 21 back to tamp afterthat. Talked about each other's bad points and stuffs. I'm so perfect heh heh! Just for the time being. Lol.

I look very cheap here. Lol. But nevermind!!!!!!

Found out that 28 weeks later is a M18 show. -_____- how can a show like this be m18. Anyway. I wanna watch SAW 1,2 and 3! But where can I watch it. Hm. And omg Jingheng told me there's 28 months later, coming out soon I guess. God damn cool. 28 days, weeks, months later. I want I want!

Right. Something "great" just happened and I lost all my mood.

ting.loves@hotmail.com (WEITING) — Tue, 26 May 2009 15:11:00 +0000

Ms Tan showed us the movie 28 weeks later and we've been watching every eng lesson, finally finished it today. Not that I'm really sadistic but I love the show even though it's gory content. Or you can say I loved the show because of it's gory and gruesome content. Ahahah. Swear it's damn nice.

Decided to go for the chinese camp, after MUCH consideration. The sad thing is we're needed to wear long pants and shoes as their dress code I suppose. I haven't wore a jeans or long pants for about 2 years. No joke. For shoe.... got no choice but to purchase a new one. Slippers please T_____T

I'll just stick to this skin temporary. Feel like changing link too -yawns-

Writing rubbish here. Can't wait for holidays to arrive. Though I'll be like damn broke, not bored. It's not gonna be a boring holiday! Wondering if I should go for the water purification thing. Gahhh.

Alright I shall end this crap with a sentence.
Byebye I love school....not.

ting.loves@hotmail.com (WEITING) — Sun, 24 May 2009 13:59:00 +0000

The reason behind whatever.

You see, I'm still gonna continue with life NO MATTER WHAT. I swear, I'm not gonna let these friendship stuffs affect me. It's not gonna bring me down, it's not working. I am weak, no, I used to be weak, but right now, I am gonna be strong. I'm not going to cry anymore, no more breaking down. Do whatever you want to me, and I don't need you as my friend. Maybe without you, I'll be happier. Thanks for betraying me, and I'll treat this as a lesson. Now I know that I'm not good at seeing who's good, and who's bad. Thanks for helping me discover my weakness. Trust me, you'll never see my tears anymore. I, swear.

Right. Enough of these nonsense. Finally I was able to wake up early this morning. Went out to meet Brenna around 2.30 > Trained to Simei > Repair her phone > Buy assessment books > Buy/rent storybooks > Tuition > Home.

1. Finished the whole of X FAMILY. Can't bear to part with this drama! Damn nice. Glad I didnt cry during the last episode. Normally, people cry at the last episode, but for me, I'll cry at like every single episode except the last one. I am so the very special. :D

2. L4D is installed on my computer! Nice or what. It's not even scary at all lor! Lol ok... No one said it was scary. Well oh well. I'm just attracting attention ok?

3. I ate mac againnnnn. See, I'm trying hard to gain weight. GAH SO FAKE. Gaining weight would be the last thing I'll do. Oh no wait. Seeing ghosts would be the LAST thing. :D

4. I'm not afraid of school tomorrow. I'll take anything that falls on me, because I am not vulnerable. I'm prepared, for anything. Yes I am.

Time for a change. Really. A thorough change.
I dont act, I am who you see. Just that sometimes, I pretend.

ting.loves@hotmail.com (WEITING) — Sat, 23 May 2009 11:41:00 +0000

It's a two way thing

If the chinese camp is on the 9th, 10th and 11th of June.

I dont know, if I should go for the chinese camp. Or go for math extra classes. It'll be a disadvantage to me, if I forgo the extra classes. I need to attend the extra classes, in order to do better in both maths.

But. I wanna go for the camp too. It might not be really fun and "memorable", but it will help in my chinese, I suppose. And since I still, have an interest in chinese.. Bahhhh really fustrated. Plus. There's chemistry remedial on the 9th.

There are so many days in the June holidays yet everything happens to fall on the 9/10/11th.
Unlucky or what. Fated or what. Irritating or what?!

Urgh. I kind of lost the 'ability to wake up early' recently. No longer able to wake up early during the weekends. Early as in, 8am. I'll turn off the alarm and go back to sleep, till 12 noon -.- But anyway. I love being at home, alone.

I just wanna concentrate on my studies and not think of anything else. But it gets very irritating whenever you wanna sit down and focus, your mind just gets distracted by other things, you just cant focus, your mind just drift away to a place where you're not supposed to be in.

I wanna have no responsibility, no burden, no worries, nothing that will affect my mood, my life, so life could be better, so life could be more enjoyable, so I. Could be happier.

What's the date today? And... so?

I'M EATING MAC TONIGHT.

ting.loves@hotmail.com (WEITING) — Wed, 20 May 2009 13:21:00 +0000

Disappointing results, duh? But nah, not gonna be affected. I'm never gonna be sad no matter how sucky my results are. I've already got many things to worry, not going to add another thing to further heavy my burden. Right?! RIGHT.

This is boring. Not looking forward to school just by thinking, no. Feeeeeeling. About the lessons we'll be having. Like for once I don't wanna be in the classroom!?!?! This is so not the right mindset I should be having.. But whatever~

Mum didnt asked about my results so I didnt mention a single thing to her. Oh well, not really important to her anyway, I suppose so....? It's not really worth boasting about too. So.... hahaha, wait till she ask about it.

I need more time to rush through all my recorded shows and drama! Got to finish x family by next week to return Priscilla. Plus! There's tuition this saturday which I'm really not looking forward to, too, also I wouldn't be able to finish x family. Tuition ah tuition..... What's wrong with me man. I got to stop thinking like this if not I'll be real dead.

AND.

I hate myself for being so useless and weak. Couldn't believe what I actually did today. I mean like, heyyyy it's an extremely trivial matter and I could actually - URGH. I always thought I'm strong enough to handle any thing, until today. Now I don't know where to place my face. In the toilet bowl? Hm.. Maybe. Or in the rubbish bin.

Just couldn't stop thinking about it. Again and again, I asked myself wtf happened to me, why am I like that. I really don't know how to face the world now. Shit me for being so useless.
Ahhhhhhh hate this hate this -_____________-

ting.loves@hotmail.com (WEITING) — Mon, 18 May 2009 07:09:00 +0000

So what if there's people out there who hates me, and you know, 'gossip' about me all the time? I don't live for them, I live for myself. I gotttt to and must, learn that not everyone gets only love. They get hated too. Like how I love and hate certain people. So... I'll just ignore them and carry on with life, no use being affected. Right? Right.

I'm inhaling Dad's marlboro menthol light -____________-
Irritating. No one's online..... I wanna go out, but on the other hand, lazy. I have a place to go, but I don't wanna step out of this house.

Gah, shall return to my NEAT room right after this.
Enough of the smoke.

I wanna eat 201's carrot cake T______T

School tomorrow. Will we be getting back our papers?
LIKE DUH THEN WHAT ELSE. OK LET ME ANNOUNCE I AM NOT AFRAID OF THE PAPER. I AM NOT AFRAID TO SEE THE MARKS ON THE PAPER BECAUSE I AM BRAVE I AM NOT AFRAID.

joke.
NEVERMIND I'M PREPARED. PREPARED FOR THE WORST KAY.

ting.loves@hotmail.com (WEITING) — Sun, 17 May 2009 12:10:00 +0000

Could finally breathe properly after opening the window that
hasn't been opened for almost a year in my room!
Cleaned the dirty window panes and glass too.

I'm so hardworking, yes no yes?
Threw all the bottles and packed all the papers.
Hopefully my room will stay this way for months!

Like impossible only -________-

During my birthday~

This year's birthday was spent in a very simple way,
unlike last year, 3 days straight of going out.
Really unlucky to have your birthday falling in the midst of examinations.

But still, thanks to everyone who wished me happy birthday,
and all the presents I got, and the people that celebrated for me.

Gonna go develop all the photos taken that day when I have the time.
Oh did I mention my mum bought me a new phone?!
I love every part of it! Except the colour, red -______-

So... To sum everything up,
I'm happy because I've got a picture taken with my family :)
And I'm sad because I'm really disappointed, by something.

But nevermind, I'm a understanding person.
There's still next year, right? Right.

Exams are over, what awaits me will be the devastating results :(((

ting.loves@hotmail.com (WEITING) — Sun, 10 May 2009 14:00:00 +0000

Welllll, I have to say today has been a rather good day, compared to the past few days. Keep this going please?!! I'm so proud of myself can. I'm like still very energetic despite sleeping only a few hours. Let me share my wonderful dayyyy :D

5am-8am : Half asleep half awake T_____T
8am-11am: Eating mac and playing pool with Dean and Jingheng.
They bought me my macdonald in the morning as my breakfast! Like thankkkks a lot man. And I wanna emphasise that Jingjing is GREAT! *Forced to.... :X* Hahaha,but they're really nice.
Slept for about less than an hour and spend my afternoon watching tv.
4pm-7pm: Met Brenna and went for tuition
7pm-9pm: Eating and "shopping" with Brenna (wahhh,how I wished we were really shopping) at tm. We ate ramen(my first time eating :p suaku I know)

I just realised that my day isn't spent with my mother. lOl

Anyway, Juexin passed me my birthday present and it's the dvd I always wanted! I realllllly love it a lot. Arrrgh, thanks a lot man :)

Didn't manage to stay till 6 am yesterday. Ooops! But still not bad lah, 5 am. Thanks to Jingjing, Dean and Mankit for accompanying me through the night. Haha.

I am still wide awake now ok? I am so cool.
Tomorrow will be another better day, hopefully.... :D

ting.loves@hotmail.com (WEITING) — Sat, 09 May 2009 16:10:00 +0000

MUM I LOVE YOU IT'S MOTHER'S DAY.

Just watched the show Hairspray. It's fucking nice!
It made me smile like hahahahaha you know. Not that exaggerating but it's
a really nice show.

It's Mother's Day ~~tomorrow~~later and I don't wanna stay at home.
But I'm having tuition at 5, which means I'll be out around 4.
Why the hell am I having tuition tomorrow..
Asked mum to celebrate at night, but by the time tuition end
it'll be very late. So.... yawns.

Then... monday Mum will be bringing me out to buy cake
and maybe my present? Heh. I really love celebrating my birthday
with my family if I still have. Hahaha, aiya with Mum will do. :)

I got no plans on tuesday, and I don't really care. Serious.
It's just a birthday, a normal day, an exam day. Nothing much.
Not being emotional or whatever fuck. Just.... hah I don't know!

The only thing I want is to be happy that day, real happiness.
I don't have to laugh much. But just, smile. From the bottom of my heart.

Anyway, I'm planning to stay until 6 am, then see Mum off to work
then go to sleep till around afternoon then go for tuition. :D

Have been repeating the same song over and over again and
I'm still not sick of it! First time listen to one song for so long.
hahahaha, last time I'll get sick of a song after listening to it the whole day.

Played l4d and CS and littlefighter2(lol)
on my bro's computer this afternoon. Heehee, so fun.
Which also means I didn't study again. Slept for 2 hours~
Must must must study tomorow ohhhhh

I will be able to stay up till 6! Trust me :D:D:D:D:D

ting.loves@hotmail.com (WEITING) — Fri, 08 May 2009 13:21:00 +0000

One two

Did not read or study a single thing today,not at all totally. This feeling
is nice, really. Even though I spent my afternoon just by sitting on sofa, I
won't treat it as wasting time.

But well,of course got to start studying tomorrow.
Soon, very soon ok. Exams will be over and I'll relax relax and relax.
But I swear I won't neglect my books. I'll still study, but not that often.
I don't want the same old thing to happen for SA2.

I have the ugliest handwriting among all woman. Swear
I hate my handwriting totally. But never thought of improving it.
Lol. My handwriting changes as my mood changes. Serious. Just realised it
today only. Anyway, I'm so gonna fail physics.

I'm tired. I wanna sleep but I'm lazy.

Changes

flirt with any guy i see
change of heart
can't care less whether I've got friends
don't mind being misunderstood
don't mind being hated by anyone
learning how to reject and say no
not afraid of standing in a crowd alone
not afraid of doing things alone
being more thick-skinned
being more hard-hearted
going anywhere as and when i like
stop being a good person
start being someone no one wants to befriend with
choosing different people to go out with everyday
saying bye and hi anytime i feel like it

Everytime I see the scar on my leg,I'd started blaming myself.
I'll hate myself for being so stupid, I'll ask myself why I was so stupid then,
why couldn't I be more firm and just say No.
I'm not affected by the physical appearance. If I've gotten this scar
by doing something I'll never regret, it's definitely worth it, I wouldn't
mind getting more scars too. But it's something, that is really worth laughing at.
It might be a very small matter to others, but it's a really big thing for me.

This is definitely not the life I want.

ting.loves@hotmail.com (WEITING) — Sun, 03 May 2009 11:07:00 +0000

Everyone needs more time, but if they had more time,
they'll still want more time, more and more time.
Time is never enough for human, human will never be contented. :)

Not sure if it's my problem or what, just can't seem to accept the kind of typing Dean or Jingheng uses. Those, "Ahhhaha you suck la ok" kind you know? Or, "You so bad don't friend you le lah." kind of communication. I used to type with caps all the way, or those very hyper kind of typing, but not anymore. Just feel very sian -.- So...sorry Dean and Jingheng, not that I'm having an attitude problem, or I'm not in the mood. Maybe tired and lazy will be my reason. Or rather,excuse? Hah. Or maybe I've grown up. Cheyyyyyy

The amount of cups/bottles in my room.
If only there's a maid in my house,then I don't have to bother about all
the housework la seriouslyyyy. Bloody lazy to carry all the rubbish and cups.

Shall find a right time to spring clean my room urghhhh insects everywhere

Omg, I can't live without my mp3 now. I'll feel uneasy without it.
I seriouslyyyyy need a new phone. Any suggestions?! I'm allowed to change my phone but I just don't know what phone I want ahhhhhhhhh

Mum is sick of hearing me saying, "Ma I want change phone :)"
-woooo i smell something nice. Bbq downstairs!- Oh anyway, congrats to me I 'found' my appetite back. I ate like damn a lot today.

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Again tmrrrrrr.
Wonder if I should be happy or not!

ting.loves@hotmail.com (WEITING) — Sat, 02 May 2009 00:48:00 +0000

Very good. I woke up at 8.05 today, but my designated time is 8. -.-
Can't believe i slept at 11 yesterday night, when I was supposed to sleep at 1.
Urrrrrgh, I'm getting tired very easily, and my appetite's getting smaller.

I WANNA EAT A LOT I WANNA SLEEP LITTLE AH BAHHHHH

Fine. I shall get some nice songs into my phone and shut this damn computer down
and go studyyyyy. Boooooks here I come don't go away thanks.

I'm not motivated to study can laaaa wtfffffffff.

Wait. Is studies important? I've been thinking about this question weeks ago
and I'm still thinking about it. I can't seem to get a satisfied answer :@

ting.loves@hotmail.com (WEITING) — Fri, 01 May 2009 13:48:00 +0000

Feeling like the happiest girl

Woke up at 6 and went back to sleep,
then kept resetting my alarm again and again.

Hate this habit I always have when there's no school.
Just can't seem to wake up on time. -.-
Got a text from Brenna saying she just woke up, and we'll meet at 10.
So... obviously there wasn't time to do any work. Just daydream then went out.

Went to tamp1 to walk around alone as I needa get a book,
while waiting for her. Hey I went alone, someone please praise me.
Got my book and headed to meet Brenna then to tuition.
Getting sick of tuition because I can't seem to concentrate everytime. Damn sian.

After tuition went to airport to study, hahahaha study..
Went back to tamp around 5 to eat piekia (^^)
as Brenna has the I dont know what's that called.
Coupons/vouchers/whatever you call it? Thanks! It's very nice muahaha.

Bought breakfast and dinner and went home.

I'm like so bored now... Trying to leave the computer. Lols..
Byebyebyebye exams is just 4 days away :D

ting.loves@hotmail.com (WEITING) — Tue, 28 Apr 2009 13:45:00 +0000

Leaving me high and dry

I don't understand how human mind works. It's complicating, very. Urgh.
Well, wanted to stay online from 10 to 12 later. But nah, decided not to. Fucking
disappointed, for reasons I do not know. -.-
But yeah, rather replenish the sleep I've sacrificed the past two days.
I'm so damn tired now. Just saw darker dark circles under my eyes. -______-

8 more days to exams. I'm very very not prepared.
Getting distracted very easily. Very, very easily. I wonder what am I doing.
Wanna do well for exams, yet not making the effort to fucking concentrate and focus.

Really don't understand why I'm onlining more often than I should.
Exams are drawing near, seriously near. This is crazy.
I don't wanna switch on the computer anymore. :(

Bloody enrichment tomorrow. Zzzzzz.